I wonder.

I wonder.
Have I ever told you how I felt about you?
Have you ever heard me tell you that I love you?
Would you believe me if I tell you now how I feel?
It probably wouldn’t make any difference as I know you’re happy with who you are with.
I know I am sure of what I am feeling.
Though I do not know why I even have this feeling for you.
You are not a permanent figure in my life. Never have.
You come and go.
When they came they never seemed to want to leave.
Whatever I felt for you, remained.

I love you.
I always have.
I always will.

You know I even cry at night when nobody can see.

It’s hard to keep everything all bottled up inside me.

I want what I feel to disappear because I know I’m the only one who will end up getting hurt.

I really want to be happy that you already found your happiness it’s just a bit hard. A little painful. I really want you to be happy though even if it isn’t with me.

-Erika

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