Hey you

Hey you,

I’ve got something to tell you.

I’ve said it a lot of times and I will say it again.

I AM SO OVER YOU.

Yeah, you probably heard it from me a few million times already

And I will keep repeating it until it comes true.

I will keep repeating it until I can look at you smiling, my smile, towards her.

I will keep repeating it until I can smile and tell you that I’m happy that you found your forever.

I will keep repeating it until I get tired of being stupid.

Yes, ’til I get tired of still being madly and stupidly in love with you.

But how?

How do I make myself believe I am over you?

When almost every song I hear reminds me of you.

When every joke I hear reminds me of your laughter

How?

How do I force myself to let go of something I’ve always wanted?

Of something I’ve always dreamed off?

Yes, I am so over you

NO, I am not, not at all

Yes, I will get over you

I will keep telling myself that I am over you until I believe this lie,

Until my heart stops beating for you.

Until my heart stops.

 

@reikableu

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